Thursday, May 8, 2008, 11:25 PM
WHEEEEEEEEEEEE !! ;D
curently at azrii's house, and usingg azrii's lappy (: haa ! well. nothing much today. im going to kb esokk (: and i was boringg tadii, so i edited my picture. ;DD HEE. last night was the worst night ever. as usual, klayii with azrii, againn and againn. i went to gadong last night, with eqah, dzah and lisaa. oh yess, im happy datt im pass sudah main drop out. haa ! ;DD kajapp lagi eqah will pick me up. going to swimming di stadium. ;DD here, the picturee.
TADII AND WAS EDITED TADI JUAA (:
WHEN WE WE'RE BORETTT TADII. haa ! ;D
HIM, THE ONE I LOVEE AND HATE SO MUCH ;DD
, 3:56 AM
fever ohs gadonggg :s && ;DD
oh GODD ! almost pukul 7.30 sudahh. pfft. im going to gadongg sakajapp lagi. (: Dzah will pick me up after isyak she said. (: whee. its been one week sudahh inda ke Gadongg ah. HAA ! miss gadongg muchh muchh. oh yess, tadi i fight with anis kali namany, she's still kids, primary school. godd! ive been childish tadii time klayi dengann ia ahs. HAAA! ;DD and then, her sister add me up. skali i said, Girls, i think i mess up with the wrong girl. haa ! oh yess. im starting to miss cJaii, then if we meet mesti klayi. not like duluu. sweeeeet. ;DD hoo.
Today ABANG WANDY BIRTHDAYYY, hohooo. its his 20th birthday. he was look like 17 but the fact he was 20 sudahh. cant believe it. HAA ! ;DD i've got FEVERRR ! PFFT. borenggg. tadi when i woke up pagi ahs, i feel like kann pengsann ahh. gilaa, i felt very dizzy berabis tadii. hooo ! gadonggg, wheeeeee !! mainn ddr (: haa ! bahh, ive got to go now (: til here.
peeeeeeeeeeeeeeejaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh
Wednesday, May 7, 2008, 2:40 AM
my first day blogging (:
wheee ! ;DD i was like so sakaii with my new blogspot. HAA! ;DD mine, yg lama i forgett the pasword. HAA ! ;DD oh yess. today , im woke up pukul 9am kalii. well, its still early for me. i've got nightmare lastnight. and its make me cant sleep after 3am. then, im trying to sleep again, at 4am baru tah i can sleep back. hmm. lets start here ,
Today, it was my 3rd days at my friend's house. dad message me tadi, and asked me to get home. i think he miss me. Dad, Mom, i miss you too. *sigh* last night i cried again, flashback when i was child. holding hands with mom and dad, with the biggest smile i wear and proud at my self that i was so lucky cus got parents like them. (: hmm. mummy, your text yesterday make me wana cry again. when i was fall, you're the first one who catch me up and erased all my tears. mummy, i know im a worst daughter. u said u give up to take care of me. mummy, this is not what i want. im sorry for being rude at you, making you mad at me everyday, making you stress everyday, mummy, im sorry :'(. hey dad, (: look at me, think back and talk to me, did i grow up according to your planned? and do you think im wasting my time, doing thing i want to do, but its hurt when u disaprove all along. Dad, the time going faster. i dont even realize that i was now upcoming 14. with my attitude who make everyone hate me and its including you. dad, i was too selfish. :'( i saw u crying, and it was my first time saw you cry. daddy, i miss you so badly. everytime u talking about death i feel very down and feel like i wana die before you. hold my hand and give me a hug please dadd. imysm.
*tears*
see, im starting to cry again. :'( why its hard for me to stop this tears. hmm. oh yess. (: yesterday was the best day ever. ;DD AZRII give me teddy bears, and guess what? ;D it was ME TO YOUU. HOHO ! ;D thanks a lot sayy (: againn , i fight with sii JAII and his girlfriend again and with that sucks girl , i dont know who she is, but her nick at her friendster, posshierss blaaaa. urghh. JUDGING me without knowing? GAAH ! hate youu. oh hohoo. tadii i was texting with my BFF, MALYANAH. it was very funn. HAA! ;DD oh anyyhoo, she's got new nephiew. CONGRATS HUNN (: oh im bored, yea yeaa im bored. hooo. til here. will be continue karanggg. ;DD oh yess, ive got some picture here. it was my boringg time tadii. haaa ;DD
MY FIRST PICTURE BOREEENGS (:
MY SECOND PICTURE BORENGSS (:
THIRD (: the last picture. ;DD oh hoho. tuu nahh that ME TO YOU ia bagi ahh. ;DD SO SWEEETTTT ;D